I have to say you are an extremely kind and caring woman. You do not deserve this however. Those emails coming in are current and indicate he is CHEATING on you. You are too sweet for words and to give yourself to a man of such low moral character is heartbreaking to even me-a total stranger. Reading this Odyssey of a post has seriously upset me. You will make a wonderful mom one day, give your children the great example of a man that your fiance is NOT. Give yourself the loving, devoted man who will reciprocate your adoration. This man who is your fiance may be confused,he may be lost, but that does not excuse his total disrespect he has for you and your relationship. Please take a step back and consider the cold hard facts before proceeding.