i am not worried about dieing ,we all have to die,but i watched my mum strugle and fight for eight days, i asked for a driver wich would have helped her be more peaseful,she never got one and i was so stressed becouse she was disstrest and was constantly chasing down nurses to give her somthing,sometimes they did and sometimes they dident in fact there coments were most unkind at times, and now i fear dieing like that,the experiance has robed my joy of life.that was two months ago have been in dippresion since then.