After reading your lists I come to the conclusion I fit the criteria of Borderline PD and Possibly AntiSocial PD. I'm diagnosed just this year at 34 years old with Bipolar Disorder although I don't even know what type and I've been seeing Mental health Drs on and off for about 10 years. And with some meds like Gabapentin they prescribed I feel they made my mind worse. I have two Narcissistic parents possibly with the PD, and their constant separating and divorcing caused me many issues. Now I have two kids 4 and 2... So does this mean they are better off without me? Am I going to ruin them too?